May 2013
4 posts
Yo me canso
de caminar,
pero mis pies
no saben hacer
nada mas
que ir
hacia...
Forest floor.
Green and lush
soft and plush,
I could lie in(to) you
for days...
– Forest Floor
Upon awakening,
you can see the stars
shine so bright
at night
but with no...
Don’t fall in love with me;
I’ll keep you floating like a leaf in the wind,
But I’ll make you fall like rain.
April 2013
13 posts
If I could be who you wanted
I would
but I can’t
and I wont
and I...
The thing about life
is that sooner or later
it will show you
that even the...
I cannot find out why it is so hard for me to love
Why am I writing?
I don’t know.
I suppose words
hold you back from...
We were all backwards jigsaw puzzles;
solved and complete at one point,
but...
I would have given her the world
but all she wanted
was New York City
I’m not a hero.
I’m just
not.
Bri
everything that glitters
ain’t gold;
its in bold
and in italics
and in caps lock
and it says
I LOVE YOU
if your body is a temple
then i must have said at least 1000 hail mary’s...
“you are just perfect
and maybe you dont think you are
but who says you...
you should keep running
‘cause i’m not stopping
March 2013
1 post
To me she was
the sun,
but to her
I was
the shade.
February 2013
14 posts
I want to hug you
but my arms are far too small
for your big heart.
You are running
But are you
running away
or running towards something?...
what is going on
why am i even here
what am i doing
I dont understand
I want to understand
I dont understand
I want to understand...
my existence seems meaningless compared to yours.
i feel so small next to you
hey
you!
yes you
on the ground
hi
my name is alex
and i’m just...
It’s like everything you are is so big
and painful
and sad
and lovely...
You are the tip of the iceberg
but I want all of you.
I want what’s...
I want to be destroyed.
“You do what you can, son”
“But it isn’t enough”
I died each and every day
up until I turned 18
and amazingly enough,
I...
Midnight run
I would write about it, but I have no gun.
It’s no fun
being the only one,
running through the air,
but you don’t care.
You can have all your darkness
and you don’t need to feel blessed
there is no god
Or is there?
Who knows
He’s probably jogging with you
all you can see is black air
you don’t know where you are going
but at least you are heading somewhere
maybe outside
or inside...
Do you ever wonder what your soul looks like?
Probably like nothing
but...
Sometimes I feel guilty
because I stress about my problems
but they pale in...
January 2013
54 posts
Open yourself
one door at a time
and see how your house
is filled with love.
What a
silly thought;
To think that
love can
save
someone.
I had nothing to say,
so I slept.
Cold Feet.
I ride the train to nowhere. To know where. But I really not going anywhere, am I? I’ll come back.
IT is 2 o’clock in the morning. Darkness fills every corner of my surroundings, except for the few instances in which streetlights were involved. No train in sight. I got here at 1:34 am. I remember this because I must have looked at my watch 100 times since I arrived at the train...
I wish that I could
take everybody’s pain away.
Nothing has happened to...
Take pride in your pain; you are stronger than those who have none.
– Lois Lowry, Gathering Blue (via nirvikalpa)
but I have no pain
It is either
always too late
or never too late.
Its all up to you.
If your life has lost meaning,
do something
and if you love it,
do it even...
The only thing I want
in between me and you
is air.
I want to fuck the shit out of you.
I want to make your skin tremble
and
I...
Do you
see me?
I read books
and I died along
with them.
I always came
back alive
as a...
You’ve never really been alone
unless you have been alone
with a lonely...